Your True Direction

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  • If My Pride Offends You, That’s the Point

    Your True Direction

    This isn’t a phase. This isn’t a performance. This is my truth — loud, raw, and unapologetic. If it makes you uncomfortable, that’s the point. 🏳️‍🌈🔥

    Yeah.

    I’m gay.

    And I say it with my whole chest.

    Not just a whisper in safe spaces.

    Not just a hashtag in June.

    Not just when I’m around people who “get it.”

    I’m gay. Loud. Proud. And not here to make it easier for you to swallow.

    You uncomfortable?

    Good.

    Sit in it.

    Because I marinated in your comfort for years —

    choking on my own truth

    so you could keep sipping coffee in your illusion.

    I’ve had people look me dead in the face and say,

    “I don’t care what you do — just don’t make it political.”

    But my existence has always been political.

    You politicized me before I ever opened my mouth.

    Before I ever held the hand of someone I loved.

    Before I ever said the words out loud that almost killed me in silence.

    You don’t get to say

    “Live and let live”

    and then look away when laws strip my humanity.

    You don’t get to say

    “I have no problem with gay people”

    but then flinch when we stop apologizing for being visible.

    You don’t get to play peacekeeper

    when you’ve been sitting on the side of the oppressor

    just because you weren’t holding the weapon.

    Let me make this clear:

    I don’t exist for your approval.

    I don’t walk into rooms hoping to be tolerated.

    I walk in knowing I belong — whether you like it or not.

    I’ve spent years editing myself,

    softening my voice,

    adjusting the way I speak,

    the way I dress,

    the way I breathe —

    just to make myself smaller for a world that couldn’t handle someone like me.

    And now?

    Now I expand.

    Now I take up space.

    Now I let every ounce of who I am fill the room,

    because I’m done pretending that survival is the same thing as peace.

    You don’t know what it’s like

    to love with one eye over your shoulder.

    To laugh carefully.

    To watch how you sit, speak, smile, exist —

    because any part of you might give away a truth

    they’re still ready to crucify.

    But I do.

    And I survived it.

    So I’m not going back.

    You wanna roll your eyes at Pride?

    You wanna call it “too much”?

    You wanna scoff at the flags,

    the colors,

    the noise?

    That’s because you’ve never had to fight

    just to feel normal in your own f*cking skin.

    Pride isn’t decoration.

    It’s declaration.

    It’s defiance.

    It’s a middle finger to every system, every church, every family

    that made us believe we were born broken.

    So yeah.

    I’m gay.

    And I don’t owe you an explanation.

    I don’t owe you a filter.

    I don’t owe you the watered-down version

    that makes you feel okay.

    You don’t like it?

    Block me.

    Mute me.

    Write me off.

    But what you won’t do — what you can’t do — is erase me.

    Because I’m not going anywhere.

    I’m not some trend.

    Not some “phase.”

    Not some character in a sitcom made for your entertainment.

    I am real.

    I am alive.

    I am not asking.

    I speak now for every queer kid who’s still hiding.

    For every adult who still flinches when someone asks about their personal life.

    For every soul who thought loving who they love meant losing everything else.

    I speak now because silence was never peace —

    it was a slow death dressed in politeness.

    But this?

    This is life.

    This is freedom.

    This is fire.

    So if my truth is too loud for you,

    cover your ears.

    But don’t expect me to lower my voice.

    Because I was quiet once.

    And it almost destroyed me.

    Now I live with the volume all the way up.

    And I’m not turning it down for anyone.

    Happy Pride.

    We’re not here to be liked.

    We’re here to live.

    We’re here to lead.

    We’re here to burn down every lie

    that told us we had to earn the right to exist.

    Yes.

    I’m gay.

    And if you can’t handle that —

    that’s a you problem.

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    About Your True Direction

    I’m not here to play nice, I’m here to make change. I work with veterans, teens, career shifters, and anyone who’s ever been told they’re too late, too broken, or too much. I help people rewrite their story when the world hands them a script they never asked for.

    I don’t save people. I remind them how to save themselves.

    That’s my legacy, and I’m just getting started.

    Follow along as I speak truth, challenge systems, and help folks build a life that actually fits.

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    Your journey is yours to shape, take the next step in Your True Direction.

  • If My Pride Offends You – That’s the Point

    A letter to the mother who taught me how to hide myself.

    Your True Direction

    For every son or daughter who’s ever been told to tone it down, hide who they are, or “keep it in the family” – this is for you.

    For every queer kid whose parents tried to shove them back in the closet after they finally broke free of it.

    This isn’t a plea for acceptance.

    It’s a warning shot.

    We’re done apologizing.

    I walked away from the house that taught me to hate my own reflection – and I didn’t look back.

    Mom,

    Let’s cut through the crap.

    That poem I posted – “If My Pride Offends You, That’s the Point” –

    Yeah. That was about you.

    Every single line.

    Every word carved out of the silence you insisted I keep.

    Every sentence soaked in all the times I swallowed myself to keep you comfortable.

    You want to know why I wrote it?

    Why I don’t come around anymore?

    Why the version of me who still wanted your approval is dead and buried?

    Because I got tired of being the only one who ever had to shrink.

    Let’s go back.

    When I told you I wanted to marry Chris,

    you didn’t smile.

    You didn’t cry happy tears.

    You didn’t ask what kind of cake we were having or what colors we picked.

    You looked me dead in the eye and said,

    “Are you sure?”

    Like I just told you I was getting a face tattoo, not committing my life to the person I love.

    Then you tried to walk it back.

    Tried to say you asked Benny and Ashley the same thing.

    No, you didn’t.

    Don’t insult my intelligence.

    You celebrated their love because it fit inside your box.

    You accepted their marriages without a flinch.

    But with me?

    You flinched.

    And then came the wedding.

    Your judgment didn’t stop.

    You said we shouldn’t dance.

    Because “someone might not like it.”

    You ever ask me if I liked spending my life editing who I am just to be allowed in a room?

    You didn’t care about that.

    You cared about optics.

    About shame.

    About what people would say.

    Then Dad didn’t show up.

    And you say, “I argued with him.”

    Really?

    When?

    Where?

    Because I never saw it.

    You didn’t raise your voice.

    You didn’t defend me.

    You didn’t say,

    “Then I’m not going either.”

    You didn’t say,

    “That’s your son, and he matters.”

    You just stayed quiet.

    Sat in it.

    Normalized it.

    You want points for arguing behind closed doors?

    You don’t get credit for invisible battles when your son was left standing alone at his own wedding.

    And if all that wasn’t enough?

    Let’s talk about Thanksgiving.

    Our first one after we were married.

    Chris and I show up – husband and husband.

    Legal. Legitimate. Real.

    And what do you do?

    You introduce him as “Ryan’s friend.”

    Not my partner.

    Not my husband.

    Not family.

    A friend.

    And when my nephew tried to introduce Chris properly,

    you corrected him.

    You corrected him.

    Let’s talk about that, Mom.

    Because what you said in that moment was loud as hell:

    That I was an embarrassment.

    That Chris, who is legally part of this family, wasn’t welcome as who he was.

    That being gay is something to downplay, something to manage, something to cover in polite company.

    What if Cody was gay?

    What did you just teach him?

    That if he ever loved differently, he’d have to hide it?

    That his truth would embarrass you, too?

    Because that’s what you said without saying it.

    And let me tell you:

    I heard you.

    He heard you.

    Everyone heard you.

    I used to think you just didn’t understand.

    But now I realize you did.

    And you chose silence anyway.

    You say, “I’ve always loved you.”

    No, Mom.

    You loved the version of me that was small.

    Quiet.

    Careful.

    Filtered.

    Tolerable.

    You loved me when I was convenient.

    But every time I stepped closer to truth – you stepped back.

    That poem?

    That wasn’t for show.

    That was the sound of my ribs cracking open so my soul could finally breathe.

    It was everything I never got to say while you smiled and shifted and pretended everything was fine.

    You’ve said things like, “Don’t post that.”

    “Don’t say that at dinner.”

    “Keep it private.”

    No.

    I’m done keeping your secrets.

    Done protecting people who never protected me.

    Done tiptoeing around your shame like it’s my burden to carry.

    If my pride offends you?

    Good. That means it’s working.

    Because I’m not here to make it easy for you anymore.

    I’m not here to fold my love into something that fits your dinner plates.

    I’m not here to pretend your silence was love when it was just fear wearing a cardigan.

    You had a chance to love me boldly.

    You had a chance to say,

    “That’s my son. That’s his husband. This is family.”

    You didn’t.

    You chose quiet.

    You chose image.

    You chose your comfort over my dignity.

    So no, I don’t call.

    No, I don’t come around.

    Because every time I did, I had to leave pieces of myself at the door.

    And now?

    I refuse.

    I take up space.

    I speak loud.

    I post what I want.

    I dance with my husband.

    And if that makes you uncomfortable?

    That’s. The. Point.

    You had your chance to show up.

    You had your chance to speak out.

    You had your chance to be proud.

    Now I’ll do it for myself.

    And I won’t lower the volume just because you’re still not ready to hear the truth.

    – Ryan

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    About Your True Direction

    I’m not here to play nice, I’m here to make change. I work with veterans, teens, career shifters, and anyone who’s ever been told they’re too late, too broken, or too much. I help people rewrite their story when the world hands them a script they never asked for.

    I don’t save people. I remind them how to save themselves.

    That’s my legacy, and I’m just getting started.

    Follow along as I speak truth, challenge systems, and help folks build a life that actually fits.

    Connect with Us

    Follow us on Medium @YourTrueDirection.

    Your journey is yours to shape, take the next step in Your True Direction.

  • The Day Love Was Conditional: Healing Without Closure from Family Estrangement

    Day 1 of a 7-part series exploring the emotional cost of conditional love, family estrangement, and the quiet strength it takes to heal when those meant to love you choose silence instead.

    Sometimes, the loudest absences are the ones that never needed words. This empty chair holds the weight of what was missing.

    The Day Love Was Conditional

    What Is Parental Rejection and Why It Hurts So Deeply

    The Hidden Weight of Conditional Love

    “I Love You, But…” — The Words That Haunt

    The Long-Term Effects of Being Rejected by a Parent

    • Anxiety and self-doubt
    • Fear of abandonment in adult relationships
    • Difficulty trusting others
    • Depression and complex trauma
    • Perfectionism or people-pleasing
    • Estrangement from family
    • Loss of cultural or religious identity

    Rewriting the Narrative: Healing Through Self-Acceptance

    7 Ways Parental Rejection Damages LGBTQ+ Children

    1. Shame-Based Identity — Children internalize guilt over something they cannot change.
    2. Mental Health Struggles — Higher rates of depression, self-harm, and suicide.
    3. Loss of Safety Net — Lack of emotional or financial support during critical years.
    4. Estrangement Trauma — Fear of being “cut off” for who they are.
    5. Delayed Self-Acceptance — Many suppress their identity far into adulthood.
    6. Attachment Wounds — Struggles with romantic and platonic relationships.
    7. Life-Limiting Beliefs — “I’m not enough,” “I’m unlovable,” “I’ll be alone forever.”

    Resources: Support Systems for Healing and Growth

    • PFLAG — The nation’s largest organization for LGBTQ+ people, their parents, and families.
    • The Trevor Project — Crisis intervention and suicide prevention for LGBTQ+ youth.
    • It Gets Better Project — Uplifting stories and resources for LGBTQ+ teens and adults.
    • Therapy for LGBTQ+ Issues on Psychology Today — Find LGBTQ-affirming therapists in your area.
    • GLAAD — Media advocacy and resources to support LGBTQ+ representation and support.

    FAQs About Parental Rejection and LGBTQ+ Identity

    The Light Beyond the Silence

    🗓️ Up Next in the Series…

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  • The Day Love Was Conditional: 7 Ways Parental Rejection Damages LGBTQ+ Children

    The Day Love Was Conditional: 7 Ways Parental Rejection Damages LGBTQ+ Children

    A poem born from silence, and a 7-day journey through rejection, healing, boundaries, and becoming whole.

    Alone at the edge, where silence meets the sky, the first step of a thousand begins with stillness.

    🔗 Explore the Journey (Each Will Be Hyperlinked Below As They Publish)

    The Poem: “3,116 Days”

    “3,116 Days”

    💔 From Verse to Reality: Why We Begin With Parental Rejection

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  • A Veteran’s Final Letter to His Mother: A Plea to Be Heard

    A Veteran’s Final Letter to His Mother: A Plea to Be Heard

    Discover the moving story of a gay soldier’s battle for understanding, his fight against love disguised as control, and the powerful letter that set him free.

    By R.T. Garner

    “True love is not about holding on — it’s about listening, letting go, and allowing someone to be their truest self.” — Inspired by John’s Story

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    The silence between loved ones can wound as deeply as any battle. For John — a 35-year-old Army Officer, seasoned soldier, and a gay man who had lived through years of service in the military; homecoming was not the solace he had imagined. His return was supposed to be about healing, about rediscovering himself after enduring the trauma of war and the emotional toll of a life lived under the shadow of “Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell.”

    Instead of finding peace, John finds himself locked in a silent war with his mother, a conflict over control, identity, and love. This war fought without weapons broke him in ways combat never had.

    In his final attempt to be heard, John wrote a heartbreaking letter pleading for liberation and understanding.

    “I Am Your Mother”: A Mantra of Control

    From his earliest memories, John’s mother wielded the phrase “I am your mother” as both a shield and a sword.

    As a child, those words were comforting:

    • “I am your mother; I’ll always protect you.”
    • “I am your mother; I know what’s best for you.”

    However, as John grew older and began to navigate his own identity, the phrase became a leash. It was no longer a promise of love but a declaration of dominance.

    When he came out to her at 18, she refused to accept it.
    “You’re confused,” she said. “You’ll see. I know what’s best for you. I am your mother.”

    The military became his escape. At West Point, John found the discipline, structure, and camaraderie he craved. Yet even in the brotherhood of service, he kept a part of himself hidden, fearing rejection. For 15 years, he buried his true self while serving his country with honor.

    But when he came home at 35, his mother’s refrain still echoed in his life:
    “I know what’s best. You’re my son. I’ll always have the final say.”

    Love Disguised as Control

    His mother had tricked him into returning home, insisting it was out of love. She told him she wanted to “heal” him after his years of military service. She pointed to his PTSD, his weariness, and his guarded demeanor as proof that he needed her care.

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    But John soon realized her love came with conditions. She didn’t want to heal him; she wanted to reshape him.

    Her attempts to “fix” him ignored the reality of his experiences, both as a soldier and as a gay man. She dismissed the ways war and repression had shaped him, insisting she knew better.

    Her words, once a source of comfort, now felt like chains:

    • “You’ll thank me one day for bringing you home.”
    • “I’m doing this because I love you.”
    • “You don’t know what you need — I do.”

    What she called love was control. She dismissed his pain, his identity, and his independence as misguided and broken. To her, he was still a boy in need of her guidance, not a man who had fought wars both within himself and on the battlefield.

    The Heavy Silence of Home

    John tried, night after night, to explain to his mother what he needed. He told her about the weight he carried from years of war. He tried to explain how being forced to hide his identity in the military had left scars more profound than the ones on his body.

    “I’m not broken, Mom,” he said. “I just need time. I need space to figure things out on my own.”

    But her response was always the same:

    • “You don’t know what you’re saying, John.”
    • “I’m your mother — I know what’s best.”
    • “You’ve never been able to make good decisions for yourself.”

    Each dismissal stung like a fresh wound. To her, John was still a child, incapable of knowing what was best for his own life.

    Her refusal to acknowledge his identity, to see him as a soldier, a gay man, a person in his own right, was suffocating.

    The Final Letter

    One night, after another argument where his words were drowned out by hers, John realized he would never reach her. The silence between them would never be broken unless he left.

    So, he sat down to write his final letter.

    “Dear Mom,” he began.
    “This will be the last time I try to reach you. I’ve spoken, but my words mean nothing to you. So I’ll write them down, hoping you’ll finally hear me.”

    In his letter, John poured out the pain he had carried for years. He spoke of the battles he had fought on foreign soil and in his own heart. He spoke of the shame and silence forced upon him by his mother’s inability to accept him for who he was.

    “You’ve always said, ‘I am your mother,’ as if those words give you the right to control my life. But being my mother doesn’t mean you own me. It doesn’t mean you can dismiss my feelings or erase my identity.”

    He told her how her love had turned into a cage:

    “I know you think you’re helping me, but you’re not. Your version of love doesn’t heal me; it hurts me. You tricked me into coming home, thinking it would fix things. But it hasn’t. This place, your words, your control; it’s breaking me.”

    Finally, he wrote the words that had been trapped in his heart for years:

    “I love you, Mom, but I can’t stay. You have to let me go. You have to accept that I’m not the boy you raised; I’m the man I’ve become. Goodbye, for now.”

    Much like the lyrics of “Listen,” John found himself shouting, unheard:

    “I’m done believing you,
    You don’t know what I’m feeling.”

    John’s story is a powerful reminder that love, when entangled with control, can transform into an emotional prison, stifling growth and individuality.

    A Heartbreaking Truth

    John’s letter was not just a plea for understanding; it was an act of liberation. For years, he had hidden parts of himself, first in the military and then at home. In leaving, he finally chose to live as his true self.

    His mother’s love, though well-meaning, had become suffocating. It left no room for him to grow, to heal, or to be seen for who he indeed was.

    The Power of Listening

    John’s story mirrors the heart-wrenching themes of Broadway Backwards’ version of “Listen.” The lyrics — rewritten to reflect a gay man’s plea to be seen; capture the depth of John’s journey:

    “I’m more than what you made of me.
    I followed the voice you gave to me.
    But now I’ve got to find my own.”

    His journey is a powerful reminder:

    • To those who feel silenced: Your voice matters. Speak your truth, even if it means leaving behind those who refuse to hear you.
    • To parents and loved ones: Love is not about control. True love means listening, trusting, and allowing your children to grow into who they are.

    John’s story is for anyone who has ever felt unseen, unheard, or misunderstood. It’s a call to action — to listen, to love, and to let go.

    If this moves you, share it. Let’s remind the world of the courage it takes to speak and the love it takes to listen truly.

    Resources for Healing, Support, and Understanding

    If John’s story resonates with you or someone you know, these resources can offer valuable guidance and support:

    1. For Understanding PTSD:

    2. For LGBTQ+ Support:

    • PFLAG — A trusted organization offering resources and community support for LGBTQ+ individuals and their families.
    • The Trevor Project — Crisis intervention and mental health support for LGBTQ+ youth.

    3. For Veterans and Their Families:

    • VA Mental Health Services — Comprehensive mental health care for veterans provided by the U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs.
    • Veterans Crisis Line — A confidential resource connecting veterans in crisis with qualified responders.

    4. For Inspiration and Reflection:

    About Your True Direction
    Your True Direction is dedicated to empowering individuals navigating life’s transitions. Through inspiring stories and actionable strategies, we aim to help you reclaim ambition, overcome challenges, and thrive in every stage of your journey.

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    • Have a story to share or want to collaborate? Email Ryan at ryan@yourtruedirection.com.

    Thank You for Reading!
    Your journey is yours to shape — take the next step in Your True Direction. 

  • Lost in Transition: The Weight of Expectations After West Point and Military Leadership

    Lost in Transition: The Weight of Expectations After West Point and Military Leadership

    For veterans, the battle doesn’t always end with service; it continues in the struggle to find purpose, identity, and belonging in civilian life.

    By R. T. Garner

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    For 14 years, I’ve been fighting a battle I never expected: the struggle to find my place after leaving the military. I graduated from West Point, served my country, and earned three master’s degrees. On paper, it looks like I should be thriving. Yet here I am, stuck in a cycle of self-doubt, frustration, and a deep sense of failure.

    In 2004, I stood among my peers at West Point, filled with pride and a sense of accomplishment. I had earned my place at one of the most rigorous institutions in the world, surrounded by leaders destined for greatness. Like many of my classmates, I envisioned a lifelong career in the Army, rising through the ranks, and eventually transitioning into a civilian leadership role that would capitalize on everything I had learned and accomplished.

    But life has a way of veering off course. In 2010, I was medically retired from the Army, years before I had planned to leave. My career, my purpose, and my identity as a leader were suddenly taken away. The structured life I had built, with its clear goals and direction, vanished overnight. What followed was a chaotic and often painful journey of rebuilding, a journey that still feels incomplete.

    This year marked my 20-year West Point reunion, a milestone I should have celebrated. Instead, I stayed home. I was too embarrassed to face my classmates, many of whom have gone on to achieve incredible things. They’re now lieutenant colonels, colonels, CEOs, congressmen, etc. And me? I report to a manager who was a private first class when I was leading soldiers.

    Once, I confided this to a former classmate who is now a lieutenant colonel. I told him about my current position and my boss’s rank when they left the military. He gave me a smirk and laughed, as if to say, Are you serious? That laugh cut deeper than I expected. It wasn’t just a reaction, it was a mirror reflecting all the doubts and insecurities I’ve carried since leaving the military.

    The Burden of Expectations

    West Point instills in its graduates a culture of excellence, competition, and relentless discipline. We are trained to lead, to inspire, to rise to any challenge. But what happens when those expectations meet the messy reality of civilian life?

    For many veterans, transitioning from the military to civilian careers is a difficult process. For West Point graduates and officers, the challenges are unique. Leadership roles that once defined our identities often don’t translate into civilian contexts. Employers frequently undervalue military experience, and the cultural differences between military and corporate environments create barriers to understanding.

    The weight of comparison only magnifies these struggles. Seeing my classmates thrive in high-profile roles while I’ve spent years trying to find my footing has been a constant reminder of my perceived failures. For West Point graduates, the pressure is even greater. We’re seen as the elite — the ones who are supposed to lead by example. When we struggle, it feels like we’ve let everyone down: our families, our peers, and even the institution that shaped us.

    A Crisis of Identity and Purpose

    The loss of leadership roles and military identity is one of the most profound challenges veterans face during their transition. In the Army, I was responsible for making decisions, leading teams, and carrying the weight of leadership. Those roles gave me a sense of purpose and confidence that I’ve struggled to replicate in civilian life.

    Civilian leadership often looks very different from military leadership. Hierarchies are less defined, decision-making processes are slower, and the values driving organizations don’t always align with those we learned in the military. These cultural gaps make it difficult to find roles that feel meaningful, leaving many of us questioning our place and our value.

    For me, this struggle has been deeply personal. I work in career development, helping others find jobs and achieve their goals. I guide them through the same transitions I’ve struggled with, and while I’m proud of the work I do, it often feels hollow. How can I help others succeed when I feel like I’ve failed myself? Every success story I help create is a bittersweet reminder of how far I feel from where I want to be.

    The Mental Health Toll

    These professional struggles are closely tied to mental health challenges. Studies show that the suicide rate among veterans is 1.5 times higher than the general population, and unemployment or underemployment only increases that risk. For officers and academy graduates, the stakes are even higher. The loss of leadership identity, financial strain, and the weight of expectations can create a perfect storm of isolation and despair.

    The transition to civilian life can lead to mental health challenges for many veterans, particularly those underemployed. Research shows that underemployed veterans experience significantly higher rates of depression (42%) and suicidal ideation (15%) than their employed counterparts (18% depression, 5% suicidal ideation). (RAND Corporation, 2020).

    The stigma surrounding mental health in military culture compounds the problem. We’re trained to be strong, to push through adversity, and to see vulnerability as weakness. Seeking help often feels like admitting defeat, and even when we do, civilian therapists or counselors may not fully understand the nuances of our experiences.

    I’ve seen the toll this takes, not just on myself but on friends and classmates who haven’t made it. The grief of losing peers to suicide is compounded by the survivor’s guilt and the unspoken question: Why them and not me?

    Financial Strain and Underemployment

    The financial challenges of transition add another layer of difficulty. Civilian jobs often pay less than military officer salaries, particularly for leadership roles. Underemployment — working in positions that don’t fully utilize our skills or experience, is a common reality for many veterans.

    “The median income for veterans often lags behind the equivalent civilian workforce, particularly for former officers transitioning into leadership roles in the private sector.” (Bureau of Labor Statistics, 2021).

    A 2021 RAND study revealed that nearly 50% of veterans feel underemployed, with officers being particularly vulnerable. The cost of transition, from moving families to establishing a civilian lifestyle, combined with the loss of military benefits, creates financial instability that can exacerbate mental health challenges.

    For West Point graduates, underemployment isn’t just a financial issue; it’s an emotional one. It’s hard not to tie our worth to our professional titles and achievements, especially when we’ve been trained to lead and excel.

    What Needs to Change?

    Addressing these challenges requires systemic change and a shift in perspective:

    1. Targeted Transition Programs
      Programs tailored to officers and academy graduates, focusing on translating military leadership into civilian careers.
    2. Employer Education
      Companies must recognize the value of military leadership and actively recruit veterans for roles that align with their skills and experience.
    3. Mental Health Support
      Destigmatizing mental health struggles within the military and alumni networks is crucial. Alumni organizations like West Point’s can play a key role in fostering openness and connection.
    4. Redefining Success
      Veterans must learn to see success not as a continuation of rank or status but as finding purpose and fulfillment in new ways.

    A Call to Action

    This journey is deeply personal, but it’s not unique. Veterans, especially those from leadership backgrounds, face systemic barriers that make transition incredibly challenging. By sharing our stories, we can break the silence around these struggles and advocate for meaningful change.

    To my fellow veterans: You’re not alone. The weight of expectations is heavy, but it doesn’t have to define you. Together, we can build a future where veterans are valued not just for their past service but for the incredible potential they bring to civilian life.

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    Examining the Underemployment of Veterans

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    Citations:

    Bureau of Labor Statistics. (2021). Employment Situation of Veterans. Retrieved from https://www.bls.gov.

    RAND Corporation. (2020). Understanding Veteran Employment Challenges. Retrieved from https://www.rand.org

    Wenger, J. W., O’Connell, C., & Cottrell, L. (2018). Examining the Underemployment of Veterans. RAND Corporation. Retrieved from https://www.rand.org/pubs/research_briefs/RBA1363-3.html

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  • Through the Eyes of Love

    By R. T. Garner

    They were children, young and bright,
    Dreams like stars in the quiet night.
    But in their homes, those dreams grew thin,
    Boxed in by the beliefs held within.

    Jonah loved the sky so wide,
    With planets and stars he could not hide.
    But his parents saw him through a narrow frame,
    Autism became his only name.

    “Be realistic,” they softly sighed,
    And Jonah’s dreams began to die.
    He learned to lower his hopeful gaze,
    Caught in their well-meaning, fearful haze.

    He stopped speaking of the stars above,
    Became a stranger to his own love.
    His spirit dimmed, his world shrank small,
    Trapped in a diagnosis, behind a wall.

    Across town, Emily faced her fight,
    Her truth unfolding in the soft moonlight.
    Bisexual, she whispered in the dark,
    But her parents’ hearts couldn’t bear the spark.

    They saw her truth as a storm to outlast,
    Hoping it was something that soon would pass.
    “Maybe in time, you’ll see what’s right,”
    But Emily’s world became wrapped in night.

    She lived two lives, her spirit split,
    Hiding herself just to fit.
    Her love and dreams, locked away tight,
    Shame and fear clouding her sight.

    Their homes, meant to be safe and warm,
    Became places of silent, internal storms.
    Their parents, loving but lost in belief,
    Gave them a world built on fear and grief.

    But there’s more to Jonah than a label’s mark,
    More to Emily than a love kept dark.
    They are not the limits their parents see,
    They are endless oceans yearning to be free.

    Let us learn from the stories they tell,
    Of how belief can lift or build a shell.
    For every child deserves a space,
    Where they are loved, not put in place.

    So may we see them whole and true,
    Not what we fear, but what they pursue.
    For in their dreams, their hopes, their flight—
    They hold the world in their own right.

  • Beyond the Diagnosis: Walking Away from a Family That Couldn’t See Me

    Beyond the Diagnosis: Walking Away from a Family That Couldn’t See Me

    By R.T. Garner

    When someone asked me this week? “What was the hardest choice you had to make in life?” I didn’t hesitate to answer. It was the decision to leave my family behind. Not because I wanted to, but because I had to. As a combat veteran living with PTSD, I faced a reality where the people who were supposed to love and support me unconditionally began to see me only through the narrow lens of my diagnosis. For years, I struggled with the decision. I tried to make things work, tried to get them to see me for who I really am—a person, not a problem. But it became clear that staying would mean losing myself. I had to choose between preserving my sanity, my identity, and my well-being or remaining in a relationship that had become toxic and damaging.

    Leaving my family wasn’t about giving up on them; it was about choosing myself. It was about recognizing that the environment was no longer healthy for me. When you have PTSD, every part of your life is scrutinized and filtered through that lens by people who don’t understand what it means to live with it. Every bad day or moment of vulnerability was turned into an issue to be corrected rather than a natural human experience to be understood. My family saw my struggles as symptoms of my “condition,” not as challenges that I was facing with courage and resilience. I was never seen as someone who could thrive or grow; I was only seen as someone with a “problem” to be managed.

    This constant pathologizing of my life became more than just frustrating—it became deeply toxic. It’s one thing to live with PTSD, but it’s another to have it constantly weaponized against you by those who are supposed to be your biggest supporters. It is isolating and damaging when every emotion, every decision, and every action is judged based on your diagnosis. It strips away your humanity and makes you feel trapped in a narrative that isn’t yours. It undermines your self-worth and makes you question your reality. You start to wonder if maybe you are just a “problem” after all. That kind of toxicity seeps into your soul, making you doubt yourself and your capacity to live a full, authentic life.

    I still remember one particularly jarring moment when my sister said, “He just wants us to change for him.” I was struck by the irony and hypocrisy in that statement. For years, they tried to change me—tried to mold me into someone they could understand or feel comfortable with. They wanted me to fit their narrative of what a person with PTSD should be like. They wanted me to change how I expressed myself, how I lived my life, and how I handled my emotions. They wanted me to be “fixed” in a way that suited them, without ever truly understanding what I needed. The real change I was seeking wasn’t for them to become different people—it was for them to stop reducing me to a diagnosis and start seeing me as a whole person. The hypocrisy in their expectation that I accept their version of support, while dismissing my need to be seen and respected for who I am, became too much to bear.

    It wasn’t just about the judgment; it was also about the limitations they tried to impose on me. They told me what I could and couldn’t do, what kind of job I should have, what kind of relationships I should pursue, and what my goals should be—all based on their perception of PTSD. It was as if they decided my potential had a ceiling that I could never break through. My dreams and ambitions were dismissed, overshadowed by the stigma of my diagnosis. They couldn’t see beyond their fears and misconceptions, and I couldn’t keep living under the weight of their expectations and doubts.

    It took years of inner conflict, of weighing my love for them against the need to protect myself, to come to the decision to walk away. The choice wasn’t easy, and it wasn’t made lightly. I went through countless moments of doubt, guilt, and fear. I missed them—I still do. I miss the idea of what family should be: a place of unconditional love, understanding, and support. I miss the times we could just laugh and talk without the shadow of PTSD hanging over every interaction. But what I don’t miss is the toxic relationship, the feeling of being misunderstood and judged, or the constant attempts to “fix” me when there was nothing broken in the first place.

    Choosing to walk away was the hardest decision I’ve ever made because it meant accepting that my family could not give me what I needed—a safe, supportive space where I was seen as more than my diagnosis. It meant accepting that, as much as I love them, our relationship was causing me more harm than good. I had to choose my own mental health, my own growth, and my own happiness over the comfort of familiarity. I had to choose to prioritize myself over their expectations and judgments.

    Since making that choice, I’ve felt a profound sense of freedom and relief. I no longer live under the weight of their perceptions or their need to control how I should live my life. I have built a life where I am more than my PTSD—a life where I am a survivor, a combat veteran, a person with ambitions and dreams that I am actively pursuing. I have found strength in choosing myself and in reclaiming my narrative.

    I have rebuilt my life, found new meaning, and achieved things I never thought possible. I’ve taken on challenges, both personal and professional, that my family never believed I could handle. I’ve proven to myself that I am not defined by PTSD but by my resilience, my strength, and my capacity to grow beyond it. Walking away wasn’t about abandoning my family; it was about embracing my right to be seen as a whole person. It was about creating a life where I am not limited by others’ fears or misconceptions but defined by my courage and determination to live authentically.

    Do I still love my family? Yes. Do I miss them? Absolutely. But do I miss the toxic relationship? No, I don’t. I don’t miss being reduced to a diagnosis or being treated like someone who is broken or incapable. I don’t miss having my dreams dismissed or my worth questioned. Choosing to walk away allowed me to see myself clearly, to understand my value, and to embrace my potential. It allowed me to step away from a narrative that wasn’t mine and to reclaim my story on my terms.

    So, when asked, “What was the hardest choice you had to make in life?” my answer is clear. It was choosing myself over my family. It was choosing to leave behind what was holding me back and stepping into a future where I could define my worth, my path, and my peace. It took years to come to that decision, and it came with a lot of grief, but it was the best decision I ever made. I chose to live fully, to love myself fiercely, and to refuse to be boxed in by a single chapter of my past. I chose to be free.

  • In this World, Differences Abound

    In this World, Differences Abound

    By R. T. Garner

    In the world where differences abound,

    Why do we let hatred resound?

    What makes fear so pervasive in our hearts?

    Tearing us apart, keeping us apart.

    For with the unknown, we find,

    A chance to expand our mind.

    Yet, often, we buckle to the lure,

    Of prejudice and bias. Oh, how mature?

    Why do we hate what’s different, you ask?

    For ignorance often wears a menacing mask.

    It blinds our vision, narrows our sight,

    Blocking the beauty that could ignite.

    But let us seek another day,

    To learn from others and their ways.

    For in the vastness of ignorance,

    Lies the chance for growth, wisdom, and sense.

    Instead of cruelty, let empathy bloom,

    And dispel the darkness that causes gloom.

    Let us embrace the mosaic of mankind,

    For it is in diversity that we’ll find.

    A richness that can enrich our souls,

    And mend the wounds that judgment tolls.

    So, let’s think with our hearts, and open our minds

    Let variances merge, let love form its binds.

    So let us not fear those we don’t comprehend,

    Instead, reach out and befriend.

    For as one, we can find our way,

    While embracing differences every day.

  • The secret of change

    by R. T. Garner

    When faced with transformation and growth,

    Socrates whispers wise words we should know,

    “The secret of change,” he softly bestowed,

    “To build the new, not fight the old.”

    Let go of the past, release your hold,

    Embrace the future, let it all unfold,

    Focusing your energy, as your dreams mold,

    As the story of change begins to be told.

    Shift your perspective, let your mind be free,

    From the shackles of what used to be,

    Build your future with unwavering glee,

    And watch the magic of change you’ll see.

    So, heed the wisdom of Socrates’ call,

    Let go of the past, stand tall,

    Pour out your energy into the new, stand enthralled,

    For change awaits, as you heed the greatest of all.

  • Let empathy bloom

    Let empathy bloom

    by R. T. Garner

    In this world, differences abound,

    Why do we let hatred resound?

    What makes fear so pervasive in our hearts?

    Tearing us apart, keeping us apart?

    For with the unknown we find,

    A chance to expand our mind.

    Yet often we buckle to the lure,

    Of prejudice and bias, oh how mature.

    Why do we hate what’s different, you ask?

    For ignorance often wears a menacing mask.

    It blinds our vision, narrows our sight,

    Blocking the beauty that could ignite.

    But let us seek another day,

    To learn from others and their ways.

    For in the vastness of ignorance,

    Lies the chance for growth, wisdom, and sense.

    Instead of cruelty, let empathy bloom,

    And dispel the darkness that causes gloom.

    Let us embrace the mosaic of mankind,

    For it is in diversity that we’ll find.

    A richness that can enrich our souls,

    And mend the wounds that judgment tolls.

    So, let’s think with our hearts, and open our minds

    Let variances merge, let love form its binds.

    So let us not fear those we don’t comprehend,

    Instead, reach out, and befriend.

    For as one, we can find our way,

    While embracing differences, every day.